Confession Time

So I have been preop for 5 months and 10 days now, everything has gone pretty spectacularly – it was super hard in the beginning with changing everything but now it is just a way of life.  I have really embraced not eating out or eating all the junk food and such. That said… this…

Feelings or Something Like That

Feelings are hard for me to talk about – or even to put into words but part of growing as a person before surgery (so I am better equipped after surgery) is dealing with uncomfortable parts of my life. Lately I have been struggling with a lot of feelings and I have been just sucking…

Change…

Change is hard no matter what you are changing, your lifestyle, your job, your home, your finances, it is hard and it sucks. I don’t always adapt well to change, I struggle with making necessary changes because its uncomfortable, and I like comfort.  I like knowing what is going to happen, when its going to…

Letting Go…

Letting go is never an easy thing to do, at least not for me. There are few things that I am and probably will forever be working on  but 2 of the major ones are letting go when you need to and not fearing rejection, today I am going to talk about letting go. Letting…

October… That month that sucked

Well October is over, thank goodness.  I am over October as much as its over. October was a big huge gigantic failure – in terms of goals, in terms of weight loss, in terms of everything. The month started great! Amazing even, my weight continued to go down and life was easy, but October was…