Victory and some real life

Victories come in small forms for me.  I don’t separate scale and non-scale victories they are just victories.  I had a few yesterday that are worthy of noting. I went to a new grocery store that just opened to check it out, I walked by the bakery without stopping, I didn’t buy any pastry, and…

DISAPPOINTED!

Last weeks weigh in was highly disappointing.  I stepped on the scale only to see that I had gained 2.3lbs,  which is typical. This has been my M.O. for 6 years, lose 7, gain 2, maintain for months.  Lose 2, gain 1, maintain for the rest of forever.  It is so discouraging when you know…

Is this real life?

So, I haven’t had a lot to write about lately. Life is just continuing on a pretty steady path, I had a pretty huge blip at the beginning of the week that left me in a lurch and almost had me cancelling the initial bariatric appointment I have been waiting on for over 2 years…

May…. oh May

At the end of every month I grade it – yes with a report card, I gave April a B+.   I considered April to be a pretty large success,  with 30 days of no stimulants,  1000 burpees, And hitting all but 3 of the goals I set out for my self (only missing the…

It’s not about the number

I weighed myself this morning.  It was a mistake.  I gained 4.3 pounds in a month. I made a post on MFP this morning that said “Pro tip. If you feel good about yourself you should never. Ever. Ever. Step on the scale I gained almost 5 pounds in a month. Basically I am meant…

April Recap, May goals

April was a trying month, all by my own hand. I decided to really test my feats of willpower and strength in April  by deciding to do No stims AND add in the extra of 1000 burpees.  Lets Recap. Burpees, are awful.  They were awful when I would do 5 or  6 they are awful…