Nope.

I started writing this last week and ended up  walking away from it because I wasn’t ready to share – which is dumb because I started this to document the good, the bad and the ugly of this. And wellllll, this is bad and ugly. I gained weight.   about 1.5 pounds of it last week,…

Victory and some real life

Victories come in small forms for me.  I don’t separate scale and non-scale victories they are just victories.  I had a few yesterday that are worthy of noting. I went to a new grocery store that just opened to check it out, I walked by the bakery without stopping, I didn’t buy any pastry, and…

DISAPPOINTED!

Last weeks weigh in was highly disappointing.  I stepped on the scale only to see that I had gained 2.3lbs,  which is typical. This has been my M.O. for 6 years, lose 7, gain 2, maintain for months.  Lose 2, gain 1, maintain for the rest of forever.  It is so discouraging when you know…

Is this real life?

So, I haven’t had a lot to write about lately. Life is just continuing on a pretty steady path, I had a pretty huge blip at the beginning of the week that left me in a lurch and almost had me cancelling the initial bariatric appointment I have been waiting on for over 2 years…

May…. oh May

At the end of every month I grade it – yes with a report card, I gave April a B+.   I considered April to be a pretty large success,  with 30 days of no stimulants,  1000 burpees, And hitting all but 3 of the goals I set out for my self (only missing the…

It’s not about the number

I weighed myself this morning.  It was a mistake.  I gained 4.3 pounds in a month. I made a post on MFP this morning that said “Pro tip. If you feel good about yourself you should never. Ever. Ever. Step on the scale I gained almost 5 pounds in a month. Basically I am meant…