October… That month that sucked

Well October is over, thank goodness.  I am over October as much as its over. October was a big huge gigantic failure – in terms of goals, in terms of weight loss, in terms of everything. The month started great! Amazing even, my weight continued to go down and life was easy, but October was…

Happiness?

You know when people say “losing weight wont make you happy”?  I believed that.  I totally 100% believed that I wouldn’t be happy losing weight unless I was happy as a fat person , and I guess in part it might be true but I have spent the last week thinking about this. I have…

August Recap

Overall August was a pretty decent month, I had a small melt down in the grocery store because I was hungry, and tired and I didn’t want to cook but I  challenged myself to an entire month of not eating out at all so grabbing food was not an option but other than that August…

Pre-Op 2 Month Check in

Well, yesterday was my 2 month pre-op check in. We had a group nutrition class  – which really did not provide me with any new information than I already have, the dietitian informs me that next check in at 4 months may be more beneficial to me as right now I am ahead of the…

Updates, Updates, Updates…

Challenge update…. It’s true I am channeling Leslie Knope this week,  today is day 6 and I can’t.  I just… I can’t.  So I made the informed decision to just skip it, and I don’t feel bad.  My regular workouts are suffering because my body is tired.  I am ignoring the penalties too, and guess…

Victory and some real life

Victories come in small forms for me.  I don’t separate scale and non-scale victories they are just victories.  I had a few yesterday that are worthy of noting. I went to a new grocery store that just opened to check it out, I walked by the bakery without stopping, I didn’t buy any pastry, and…