You Took The Easy Way Out!

I have been struggling for the last bit but I haven’t been talking about it because I have been processing my feelings because I knew this conversation was going to happen eventually I just did not expect it to happen at 3 months out. I have struggled the last few weeks with not losing weight…

What the What?

I meant to update last week and then just didn’t.  In my defense work is busy and being as I usually spend a few minutes in the morning before work updating my blog but I haven’t had a few minutes before work in weeks.  Mostly because of it being busy season and even taking a…

Hello March

I am way behind on entries, because I’m a lazy shit.  Okay so the reality is I was going to post last weekend but we got snow… a lot of snow.  I shoveled 2 days in a row because of it. This is the point I normally talk about the start of a new month…

October… That month that sucked

Well October is over, thank goodness.  I am over October as much as its over. October was a big huge gigantic failure – in terms of goals, in terms of weight loss, in terms of everything. The month started great! Amazing even, my weight continued to go down and life was easy, but October was…

Happiness?

You know when people say “losing weight wont make you happy”?  I believed that.  I totally 100% believed that I wouldn’t be happy losing weight unless I was happy as a fat person , and I guess in part it might be true but I have spent the last week thinking about this. I have…

August Recap

Overall August was a pretty decent month, I had a small melt down in the grocery store because I was hungry, and tired and I didn’t want to cook but I  challenged myself to an entire month of not eating out at all so grabbing food was not an option but other than that August…